I have just turned 32… 33 in Korean age. For the first time really in my life, I fell good and confident. I feel beautiful.
It feels odd to say. I have had more than my share of incredibly emotional meltdowns over my weight or fashion or feel.
Of course I would love for my skin to clear up (I can’t seem to find a product that will work yet).
In the last 2 years, I’ve worked out and dedicated more of my time to a “taking care of myself schedule”…. I’m still not up for the full dedication of 5 days a week and watching everything I eat. But, I am doing much better. I watch most of what I eat and do yoga and TAM some weeks 4 days, some weeks 5. (The loads of cheep fresh veggies here at the market really does help.)
It seems to me that the first 30 years really were all about coming of age… now, here I am.
I found a quote…
“Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.”
Ms. Shoffstall may be correct, however these last 5 years someone has been helping me, giving me the seeds and the sunshine to help me grow and become who I am.
Xoxo Adam. Thank you for all you have given me.
I love you.